To me, our world is real ugly
these ugly streets, the traffic, the endless traffic lights
those shitty houses, the even shittier tiny showers
in all countries I’ve seen
the only thing I enjoy, is the connection with other people
the interaction, they make it beautiful

Moon Blog 3.4

Gate 3 of ordering, difficulty at the beginning. The fundamental challenge of initiation is to transcend confusion and establish order.
Gate 3 Line 4 charisma. Innate quality which attracts valued guidance.
Exalted: Physic attunement that magnetizes nurturing. A psychic energy which attracts nourishment and ensures ordering.
Detriment: Mars in detriment, where the demands of ego lead to rejection. Confused energy that needs nourishment but is generally rejected.