Human Design is basically my religion ?

weed is a recreational drug
it puts us in a state of mind/being, where being proactive even to nourish ourselves is severely limited
let alone take charge of our own lives, we become passive idiots, with a big mouth and a big mind, but no action
it conditions us in quite strong ways, away from living our design

Being aloof has its perks, but if it comes through or from an external ingested source, one has to see if that ingestion was ever correct, and not just another neural pathway/kneejerk first and then caught/glued in/to the results of the ingestion, second.