to all moralists, liars and other 5 centered idiots, Sjef says: “of the 12 women into HD that had sex with me, averaging not even one HD sex partner per year of being into HD
about 4 have I taught any HD before the sex, with well over 200 that is averaging less than 1 in 50
the other 8 I either never taught or it was after the sex.”
If you read some of my writings and sharing and happen to experience a drive to –not– connect, great. If you do experience a drive to connect, great, you are hereby invited, asked, informed and initiated to do so through the contact page.
one can only experience it, but not make any conclusions about
This is the reflector. There’s only 1% of them. They’re not here to care about impact, they’re not here to respond to life or have an enveloping aura, they’re not here to be focused on anyone in particular. They’re here to understand the totality, because they’re the only ones who are not fixed on anything. They have a Teflon aura, you know, they sample, they sample. The theme of the reflector is disappointment, because when they start off as a child, you know everything new is different and then, you know, after a certain time you just start getting repetitions of everything. Somebody like your father or somebody like your mother, somebody like your uncle, somebody like your brother, somebody… There’s no surprise anymore. People are just normal. Everybody’s normal, you know, and because this type has a Teflon aura, you know, they do not necessarily go very deep with anyone. They do not necessarily come very close to anyone and of course if you don’t come close, you don’t start feeling the differences. So this is what this is all about for this type. They’re here to see who is different. Because you see, the one that is different, the one that breaks the rule, is normally closer to the truth.
today, I finished the main modification of the printer (I only want to change the wires soon) so the whole frame is changed, the hot-end, extruder, heatbreak and nozzle, and all printed parts were PETG are now ASA, instead of a Cantilever design it is now an H-frame with double Z axles, so the frame gives rigidity and structure to the printing, yet still running the original Prusa firmware (with some added G-codes)
Alone is not really a strongest enough word for where this all leads. I Am alone, totally alone in all of this. We all are. – John Martin
One of the biggest challenges with HD – or any real tool for awareness – is the inherent need to connect with others. To belong or be part of whatever, this may be a necessary part for some? And yes, I understand sitting around talking about it is much more popular. However, it is the exact wrong direction; it immediately strips you of your power and individuality, and it stops your progress before you even begin.
This is one of the most daunting parts of the real journey. When You, yourself, become aware of just how alone you are in all of this, you will understand why I say this a Warriors art, and not for mass consumption.
It confronts what most humans consider acceptable; you are, in fact, turning away from what most if not all things humans could or would want. You’re putting down childish pursuits, and getting real and honest with yourself.
This simply means you are starting to think and or see for yourself. You are no longer dependent on anyone other than yourself. This is what it means to be your own authority. To defer to no one about anything ever again. Not even me, not Ra, not god, or your momma. Yes, it’s brutal on the poor mind that thinks it needs others to feel safe.
When you SEE this for yourself; That You are not just up against your own mind but every mind on the planet, this shit gets real, REAL quick! The last thing you will need or want is some dumbass’s input about same!
This is the critical step, the only step that matters, the one where you begin the long journey home back to YOURSELF, asking no one, and it must be done by yourself and for yourself; this journey is yours and yours alone.
Yes, I can be a good ally in your process, but I can’t climb your mountain.
We are here.
all self-drilled/tapped hidden joints and external doors with magnet/metal strips and printed hinges and handles. 2020 extrusions with 3mm plexiglass side panels and 6mm dibond floor panel