“In fact, The more it scares the living hell out of you, the more likely you’re doing something right”
Any behaviour of the ego/mind is -not- a signpost of deconditioning or correctness, whether it objects, fears, or signs up to anything. We are not measuring it’s responses, it is completely irrelevant. It can however be the ego/mind speaking through one or more of your undefined centers. But that which it says, the content; fear or other, is not a signpost of achievement.
Else we are just living by the ego/minds dictates all over again. Scaring it is not the goal or signpost of any goal. Goals are always just more mind anyways. This is confusing psychological behaviour, psyche responses, with mechanics. Only mind is looking for signposts anyways also.
It is also confusing the Human Design deconditioning process with the non-duality journey of attaining enlightenment, a very different modality. Reversing something like this: Here’s a simple test. by Jed McKenna. In Human Design, we’re not trying to escape the dreamstate of Duality, of the Maia, but about navigating it, better, correctly.
Living your mechanical correctness has -no- comparison to anything whatsoever, ever !
It also sounds like what Richard Rudd from the GeneKeys would say.