Weirdos in the mail
Weirdo: Grand Rising
How are you
me: [undef SP] I dont know !!? but I guess I’m ok?
weirdo: [heart like]
weirdo: Can I consider you for a private reading
cuz I have an important message for you that’s why I I reach out and the message is very helpful for your future
me: Is it ok to share your full (birth) data with me?
Mine are at the bottom here:
me: when you say: “Can I consider you for a private reading?” that means you want a reading from me.
If you say: “Can I interest you in a private reading?” than you are offering me one/solicitating for one.
And since you say you have an important message for me, that would indicate you want to give me one. Correct?
weed is a recreational drug
it puts us in a state of mind/being, where being proactive even to nourish ourselves is severely limited
let alone take charge of our own lives, we become passive idiots, with a big mouth and a big mind, but no action
it conditions us in quite strong ways, away from living our design
Being aloof has its perks, but if it comes through or from an external ingested source, one has to see if that ingestion was ever correct, and not just another neural pathway/kneejerk first and then caught/glued in/to the results of the ingestion, second.
People 18 months into HD, selling sessions to newbies, who at 18 months into HD, then also start selling sessions to newbies, who at 18 months into HD, then also start selling sessions to newbies, who at 18 months into HD, then also start selling sessions to newbies.
And hardly anyone ever moves beyond the 18 month ceiling.
03:46 “When I look at the FaceBook scene, for example, and there is so much information being passed around, and my mind gets right into it, and I like to debate information and I like to see different angles of it and I usually see weird things that people don’t and I could be wrong and whatever, but… But none of that interaction on facebook around the content like that, has anything to do with me being a manifestor and in fact, it is probably distracting me, like moment by moment, from being a splenic manifestor cause I’m up in my thinking head instead of in my body.”
When you own a bicycle, and watch tv, you do not all of a sudden, not own a bicycle, because you are watching tv.
Unless the bike was stolen in between, but not because you were watching tv, but because someone stole it.
Other than that, you still own a bicycle.
Interacting on FaceBook in HD groups, or in messaging etc, has -nothing- to do with decision making per your Inner Authority. Anyways, being in your thinking head, when it comes to working with information is perfectly normal, and it’s even legal too. There is no law against it. Against using mind, against being in your thinking head. It is irrelevant, to being whichever type, or whichever Strategy & Authority you may have.
It is pretending however, there is a better way, of doing things, ego/mind, undefined ego/heart center proving ones self to be right, or even correct, when that can not be the case ever since it was irrelevant to begin with.
The mistake is causality and strawman arguments; ‘One is not allowed to be in their thinking head, one should always be in the body’.
When in fact, mind = a wonderful Outer Authority, it is not dis-allowed to think. Or process information, or exchange information.
Only when making decisions with that same mind, as Inner Authority, does it become a not-self act, or action.
But watching tv, or interacting on FaceBook, does not change if you are a boy or a girl, if you need to pay taxes or are owed taxes, being a splenic manifestor, none of that.
You are still in the same body, you may not be consistently conscious of it, but who/what is conscious of it anyways but that same mind that is now thinking and processing information, while you being perfectly fine in the body also? You did not change body, or Type, you are simply not using S&A and there is no reason (‘need’ to) to do so either. You’re off the hook. You are on a S&A break: processing info, thoughts, viewpoints, shooting the shit.
The outer circumstances, and you being in them, participating, does not cause anything to be wrong, just by being there and doing this or that, by being able to discern, yes, my mind is distracted right now… well actually, distracted from what, is there an agenda all of a sudden, a goal, a fixedness of dos and don’ts of behaviour, of what is deemed correct according to some made up moral standards? Are we inflicting guilt on ourselves for watching tv, pretending this makes us lose bicycles?
Nice example of a mental belief structure at work, of using mind to make decisions with and not ‘be in the body’ while pretending to avoid exactly that in the first place 😀
I don’t know ‘why’
I am not interested in my mind knowing, why
or seeking to verbalize it, mentally, even wording it, to explain it, either.
All I know is, I am doing it, and that, is why.
And having great fun doing so
I can explain, in hindsight, how I got here, but not, why.
“The thing to grasp about my journey with you this morning, is if you don’t have your 15 minutes of fame, if you don’t have one thousand friends, if you don’t have people who know people who know you, you don’t exist. If you can’t be googled, you don’t exist. And it literally is that way in terms of what it is to be driven as a species through Pentas, to be successful, to demonstrate, to be out there in the world, to advance our gene pool. The methodology of the world is familiarity. You have to be out there.
The heretic is not naturally good at that. They’re not; they’re heretics. Heresy is not a full time job; it’s not supposed to be. Friendship is, Friendship is 24/7. I’ve got what you need, whenever you need it. This is the 4-world.
Heresy, like all 5th Lines, is there for a certain moment. It’s there to have power in that moment, to be able to stand at exactly the right moment to stop what’s there and turn it around and show what’s possible. You can’t just do that anymore, it instantly goes out into the world. It’s the thing that’s so amazing about our time. And of course, it gets watered down in that world because the game is not the same.
I love being a heretic, because one thing about being a heretic is you’re always on the line. This is what your whole life is about: Prove me wrong, I’ll stand up to it. I don’t care what you think, I don’t care what you believe, prove me wrong. Because this is the way; this is heresy.”
– Ra Uru Hu, Teachers, Gurus, Priests, Prophets, Messengers, and Buddhas
Something I’ve learned in my HD experiment…the mind’s stories are not subjective, nor omnipotent – they are mechanical.
Learning to observe the mechanics behind the stories helps to break the identification with the mind’s stories, and awareness develops.
Awareness is not about changing the mind – it is about learning, learning the mechanics of the mind and learning the ongoing practice of radical, vigilant observation.
It is so easy to fall into the trap of believing the mind knows what’s really going on, that it is telling the truth (to protect you) and if you manipulate the situation, you’ll get what you think you want.
Learning to see the mind stories for what they are – fingers pointing at what we are here to be wise about – that’s the beginning of transformation.
– Leela Swann-Herbert
Weirdos in the mail
weirdo: Calling all #Reflectors (according to Human Design)!!! 🔮
Are you a reflector and feeling all the feels? Could you use some relaxation and a deep energetic reset in a loving environment where people just get you?
Join me this Sunday, online, at 10am PST for an hour of group-supprted Reiki healing for your highest good. ✨
It’s going to be magical! 💜🙏
Leave any questions you have below!
Hi There! How are you doing today? I’m reaching out to let you know that I’m hosting a Reiki for Reflectors group call again this Sunday at 10am PST. Would love for you to join us!! Would you also be down to post to your page or story to get the word out to all the Reflectors in the world who could use this? Thank you so much!! 💜🙏💜
me: Hi, only see your message now (y)
No, not down to doing that.
I only have to find my own correctness in it, yours or anyone else’s has nothing to do with my S&A.
My correctness, is not a stance, nor is it something I take, and therefor not need to defend nor explain.
Besides correctness not being logical, anyone pretending that my correctness is their business, is mistaken.
This goes for any and every topic.
MoonBlog 19.3 dedication
Gate 19 of wanting, approach. That all things are interrelated is apparent and manifested through the action of approach.
Gate 19 Line 3 dedication. Receptivity to approach can only be maintained through vigilance.
Exalted: The natural ease with which communion is maintained. Sensitivity and ease fueled by acceptance by others.
Detriment: A tendency to moodiness that may lead to carelessness. The need to be wanted hampered by oversensitivity.
By actually going there. So not only think about Human Design and your chart and all its details (while also important), not just contemplate the information and its implications (while also important), not just study Human Design (which for some is quite important), but by actually going there, by trying to live it, by making mistakes, by experimenting and experiencing, by comparing your experiences with the theory and other peoples stories. By learning to not only understand but having the experience, of which energy is yours and which is not yours through Transit Cycle tracking and journaling. Deconditioning is something we do.
And if you need support in doing so, find that support.
The how question is one of mind, but mind can not solve it, not ahead of experiencing at least. It is not within the capacities of mind to ever solve it. We factually need to go and experience it, ourselves. We can talk about what it was like doing so, with others, but hearing what it was like, for others, does not decondition -you-.
You simply have to experience it yourself.
Dancing between dark and light
in this place of emptiness
there sits a core
placebo of separateness
right now, the shore
one line between you and be
makes me follow you
illusion to be free
while dancing with you
on this fractal of mine
spinal moves into the sky
blue and white shine
makes me want to fly
leave this body now
there is nothing to do
because I saw the show
and it’s not about you
it’s all just about me
alone on this plane
becoming finally free
kind of insane
till I die
in your eyes of heaven
and stop to ask why?
and falling into the ocean
full of matter
not of light
because all of those lies
begann to flatter
into the night
there is a story
between dark and light
dark is always sorry
when it shines to bright
because it’s bigger
than everything before
of the core
light can’t really move
but that’s the clue
just dark knows
ALL ABOUT YOU
Art & poetry by Christina Romano