poetry

Dancing between dark and light

Dancing between dark and light

You when you are connected to me, you shaped by my form

in this place of emptiness
there sits a core
placebo of separateness
right now, the shore

one line between you and be
makes me follow you
illusion to be free
while dancing with you

on this fractal of mine
spinal moves into the sky
blue and white shine
makes me want to fly

leave this body now
there is nothing to do
because I saw the show
and it’s not about you

it’s all just about me
alone on this plane
becoming finally free
kind of insane

till I die
in your eyes of heaven
and stop to ask why?
and falling into the ocean

Me when I’m connected to you, you make me shine even brighter

my eyes
full of matter
not of light
because all of those lies
begann to flatter
into the night

there is a story
between dark and light
dark is always sorry
when it shines to bright

because it’s bigger
than everything before
the digger
of the core

light can’t really move
nobody knows
but that’s the clue
just dark knows

ALL ABOUT YOU

I

 

Art & poetry by Christina Romano

MoonBlog 42.4

I’m so sorry, I don’t know why I did that

Oh, I’m still bleeding
———————————————
how you must hate me
because I did not understand
and I made that comment
when you told me this story
and then the other day
———————————————
of me
of you
I am so scared
———————————————
I am so bad
I am rotten to my core
of course you don’t like me
I know I should have expected this
I feel horrible about myself
I feel horrible
I don’t like it when I deserved it
did I deserve this?
am I bad?
———————————————
is it because you have reason to not like me?
is it because you don’t like me?
is it because of something else?
is it because of that?
is it?
when I looked at you funny
what happened the other day?
is it because of what happened?
———————————————
are you evil?
did I do something wrong?
why did -you- prick -me-?
why did you prick me?
don’t you love me?
———————————————
you scare me
———————————————
when you prick me?
what am I to think of me?
what am I to think of our relationship?
what am I to think of you?
what am I to think of this?
I don’t like that -you- pricked -me-
———————————————
I dont like being pricked
———————————————
auw that hurt
*prick*

the reversed reasoning of the not-self mind
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Moon Blog 42.1

“Help, is there a Reflector in the room?”

hurry hurry,
hurry,
rush,
hurry,
hurry,
hurry to the store,
hurry back from the store,
hurry to make dinner,
hurry to eat dinner,
hurry from the table,
hurry to the tv,
hurry to sleep,
hurry to wake up,
hurry to the toilet,
hurry off the toilet,
hurry to shower,
ok,
then not so much hurry to get out from under there.

So is showering the new solution, the solution we’ve overlooked for people with the Open Undefined Root?

MoonBlog 38.4 Investigation

Fullfilment

When will I stop, when will it be enough?

seeking, yearning, wanting

but what
really?

Is it my head?
Is it my body?
Is it really me?

“just relax. Have another drink, few more pretzels,”

I stopped chasing my tail for a bit now, but when will the chase stop itself…?

*were you hare when I was fox”

Or is this why me is me.
If so, than I only need some new
N R J

aaaaah *plop*
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