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SunBlog 22.2 Charm School

Weirdos in the mail:

weirdo: Did you delete the thread? I just wanted to save my text.
Man, what‘s up? Feeling threatened by words? Censoring? I don‘t get it…
Oh I just found out I saved it… fuck youuuuuhuhujuu?✌?
One more comment – I get it that you don‘t want that content on your profile page (for whatever reason) .. but next time don‘t ask if you don‘t want to hear the answer.

Me: wait, I have changed -nothing- and you come with all this crap??

Weirdo: Oh I get it
It was Koen
sORRY

Me: ah Koen deleted his and you replied on Koen’s?

Weirdo: Yes
??
Really sorry

Me: fiesty fucker ? ?
quoting: “One more comment – I get it that you don‘t want that content on your profile page (for whatever reason) .. but next time don‘t ask if you don‘t want to hear the answer.”
actually, one can totally do that. There is no rule against it, no law that prevents it ?

Weirdo: Yes, no. Maybe. I don‘t really care right now.. Sun is shining, have a nice day!

Me: No !
ok then ? ?
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SunBlog 49.4 Platform

Weirdos in the mail:

weirdo: Date: Thu, 10 Feb 2022 15:14:16
From: “m.parlow”
Subject: Awakening HumanDesign 2022 (the Fool says Hello )
To: 32 hd people
Dear Human Design Associates World Wide,

Humans are awakening and they are looking for guidance, a guidance Human Design could provide them with, as it is the Purpose of design!

To start with:

In early 2021 i got invitations from 2 different persons towards Human Design, and the Time was right, i came fascinated and driven for more information.

2021 I also turned 40, met Venus and some other “Gods”, got initiated, experienced inner marriage, still walking my spirit quest that lead me here.

I wanted to write this mail already in December, and since It keeps coming up and I am tired of avoiding truth and confrontation, I decided to follow my inspiration!

Im a non emotional 3/6 projector, with defined and connected Head and Ajna, Splitdefinition, that has the perfect form – now. im very familiar with the terms and ideas of the IGing form my childhood on, I was into Asian philosophy with 15, platon, Aristoteles, Diogenes followed, im deeply into history and I have a pretty good historic overview.

Im an artist mostly, but into shamanism and religions, working with mentally and physically challenged people, into developmental psychology, communication theorys, doing graphic design.. in short .. I was always driven to learn and get into things, like my types design intend to.

Now the knowledge of my design helps me to go even deeper. But a lot of aspects told by design, I grasped first otherwise. That’s why I am so very fond of HD and after I was looking around the web in research, and I COULD NOT BELIVE IT.

Youtube vids of Ra with 40 – 100 likes .. or less .. I really could not believe it .. why was nobody interested in what I consider the most valuable information, I was searching for quite a while, (all my life) to understand the deeper mechanics within.

I had to go through several religions, mystic aspects of schaman and indigenous knowledge and Art, Maya, Celtic, Egypt, Nativ Americans, Celts, Stone Age, Keiyserling, Astrophysics.. u name it .. ..NOW the mechanics are all there in HD .. well almost .. or : if they where!

Luckyly I found a lot of the audio material on “Human Design by Ra Uru HU“ on youtube at first.. back in 2021

– 20++ hours of listening to audio material later .. my inner voice told me to rip it so I could listen to it in the future for sure!

– but I did not listen to myself and now all the material and the account is gone ..

– This gave me the final push to write this mail!
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SunBlog 61.2 Natural Brilliance

Weirdos in the mail

Weirdo: Grand Rising
How are you

me: [undef SP] I dont know !!? but I guess I’m ok?

weirdo: [heart like]

weirdo: Can I consider you for a private reading
cuz I have an important message for you that’s why I I reach out and the message is very helpful for your future

me: Is it ok to share your full (birth) data with me?
Mine are at the bottom here:
https://www.mcha.nl/reflector/

me: when you say: “Can I consider you for a private reading?” that means you want a reading from me.
If you say: “Can I interest you in a private reading?” than you are offering me one/solicitating for one.
And since you say you have an important message for me, that would indicate you want to give me one. Correct?

me: Hello?
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Human Design is basically my religion ?

weed is a recreational drug
it puts us in a state of mind/being, where being proactive even to nourish ourselves is severely limited
let alone take charge of our own lives, we become passive idiots, with a big mouth and a big mind, but no action
it conditions us in quite strong ways, away from living our design

Being aloof has its perks, but if it comes through or from an external ingested source, one has to see if that ingestion was ever correct, and not just another neural pathway/kneejerk first and then caught/glued in/to the results of the ingestion, second.

“I need to be using that”

03:46 “When I look at the FaceBook scene, for example, and there is so much information being passed around, and my mind gets right into it, and I like to debate information and I like to see different angles of it and I usually see weird things that people don’t and I could be wrong and whatever, but… But none of that interaction on facebook around the content like that, has anything to do with me being a manifestor and in fact, it is probably distracting me, like moment by moment, from being a splenic manifestor cause I’m up in my thinking head instead of in my body.”

When you own a bicycle, and watch tv, you do not all of a sudden, not own a bicycle, because you are watching tv.
Unless the bike was stolen in between, but not because you were watching tv, but because someone stole it.
Other than that, you still own a bicycle.

Interacting on FaceBook in HD groups, or in messaging etc, has -nothing- to do with decision making per your Inner Authority. Anyways, being in your thinking head, when it comes to working with information is perfectly normal, and it’s even legal too. There is no law against it. Against using mind, against being in your thinking head. It is irrelevant, to being whichever type, or whichever Strategy & Authority you may have.

It is pretending however, there is a better way, of doing things, ego/mind, undefined ego/heart center proving ones self to be right, or even correct, when that can not be the case ever since it was irrelevant to begin with.
The mistake is causality and strawman arguments; ‘One is not allowed to be in their thinking head, one should always be in the body’.

When in fact, mind = a wonderful Outer Authority, it is not dis-allowed to think. Or process information, or exchange information.

Only when making decisions with that same mind, as Inner Authority, does it become a not-self act, or action.

But watching tv, or interacting on FaceBook, does not change if you are a boy or a girl, if you need to pay taxes or are owed taxes, being a splenic manifestor, none of that.

You are still in the same body, you may not be consistently conscious of it, but who/what is conscious of it anyways but that same mind that is now thinking and processing information, while you being perfectly fine in the body also? You did not change body, or Type, you are simply not using S&A and there is no reason (‘need’ to) to do so either. You’re off the hook. You are on a S&A break: processing info, thoughts, viewpoints, shooting the shit.

The outer circumstances, and you being in them, participating, does not cause anything to be wrong, just by being there and doing this or that, by being able to discern, yes, my mind is distracted right now… well actually, distracted from what, is there an agenda all of a sudden, a goal, a fixedness of dos and don’ts of behaviour, of what is deemed correct according to some made up moral standards? Are we inflicting guilt on ourselves for watching tv, pretending this makes us lose bicycles?

Nice example of a mental belief structure at work, of using mind to make decisions with and not ‘be in the body’ while pretending to avoid exactly that in the first place 😀

MoonBlog 52.3

“Why?”

I don’t know ‘why’

I am not interested in my mind knowing, why
or seeking to verbalize it, mentally, even wording it, to explain it, either.

All I know is, I am doing it, and that, is why.

And having great fun doing so

I can explain, in hindsight, how I got here, but not, why.

MoonBlog 52.2

You Don’t Exist Unless You Can be Googled

“The thing to grasp about my journey with you this morning, is if you don’t have your 15 minutes of fame, if you don’t have one thousand friends, if you don’t have people who know people who know you, you don’t exist. If you can’t be googled, you don’t exist. And it literally is that way in terms of what it is to be driven as a species through Pentas, to be successful, to demonstrate, to be out there in the world, to advance our gene pool. The methodology of the world is familiarity. You have to be out there.

The heretic is not naturally good at that. They’re not; they’re heretics. Heresy is not a full time job; it’s not supposed to be. Friendship is, Friendship is 24/7. I’ve got what you need, whenever you need it. This is the 4-world.

Heresy, like all 5th Lines, is there for a certain moment. It’s there to have power in that moment, to be able to stand at exactly the right moment to stop what’s there and turn it around and show what’s possible. You can’t just do that anymore, it instantly goes out into the world. It’s the thing that’s so amazing about our time. And of course, it gets watered down in that world because the game is not the same.

I love being a heretic, because one thing about being a heretic is you’re always on the line. This is what your whole life is about: Prove me wrong, I’ll stand up to it. I don’t care what you think, I don’t care what you believe, prove me wrong. Because this is the way; this is heresy.”
– Ra Uru Hu, Teachers, Gurus, Priests, Prophets, Messengers, and Buddhas

Learning to observe the mechanics

Something I’ve learned in my HD experiment…the mind’s stories are not subjective, nor omnipotent – they are mechanical.

Learning to observe the mechanics behind the stories helps to break the identification with the mind’s stories, and awareness develops.

Awareness is not about changing the mind – it is about learning, learning the mechanics of the mind and learning the ongoing practice of radical, vigilant observation.

It is so easy to fall into the trap of believing the mind knows what’s really going on, that it is telling the truth (to protect you) and if you manipulate the situation, you’ll get what you think you want.

Learning to see the mind stories for what they are – fingers pointing at what we are here to be wise about – that’s the beginning of transformation.
– Leela Swann-Herbert

MoonBlog 51.2 withdrawal

Weirdos in the mail

weirdo: Calling all #Reflectors (according to Human Design)!!! ?
Are you a reflector and feeling all the feels? Could you use some relaxation and a deep energetic reset in a loving environment where people just get you?
Join me this Sunday, online, at 10am PST for an hour of group-supprted Reiki healing for your highest good. ✨
It’s going to be magical! ??
Leave any questions you have below!

Hi There! How are you doing today? I’m reaching out to let you know that I’m hosting a Reiki for Reflectors group call again this Sunday at 10am PST. Would love for you to join us!! Would you also be down to post to your page or story to get the word out to all the Reflectors in the world who could use this? Thank you so much!! ???

me: Hi, only see your message now (y)
No, not down to doing that.

MoonBlog 19.3 dedication

I only have to find my own correctness in it, yours or anyone else’s has nothing to do with my S&A.

My correctness, is not a stance, nor is it something I take, and therefor not need to defend nor explain.

Besides correctness not being logical, anyone pretending that my correctness is their business, is mistaken.

This goes for any and every topic.

MoonBlog 19.3 dedication
Gate 19 of wanting, approach. That all things are interrelated is apparent and manifested through the action of approach.
Gate 19 Line 3 dedication. Receptivity to approach can only be maintained through vigilance.
Exalted: The natural ease with which communion is maintained. Sensitivity and ease fueled by acceptance by others.
Detriment: A tendency to moodiness that may lead to carelessness. The need to be wanted hampered by oversensitivity.

How to De-condition? (Effectively)

By actually going there. So not only think about Human Design and your chart and all its details (while also important), not just contemplate the information and its implications (while also important), not just study Human Design (which for some is quite important), but by actually going there, by trying to live it, by making mistakes, by experimenting and experiencing, by comparing your experiences with the theory and other peoples stories. By learning to not only understand but having the experience, of which energy is yours and which is not yours through Transit Cycle tracking and journaling. Deconditioning is something we do.

And if you need support in doing so, find that support.

The how question is one of mind, but mind can not solve it, not ahead of experiencing at least. It is not within the capacities of mind to ever solve it. We factually need to go and experience it, ourselves. We can talk about what it was like doing so, with others, but hearing what it was like, for others, does not decondition -you-.

You simply have to experience it yourself.
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Dancing between dark and light

Dancing between dark and light

You when you are connected to me, you shaped by my form

in this place of emptiness
there sits a core
placebo of separateness
right now, the shore

one line between you and be
makes me follow you
illusion to be free
while dancing with you

on this fractal of mine
spinal moves into the sky
blue and white shine
makes me want to fly

leave this body now
there is nothing to do
because I saw the show
and it’s not about you

it’s all just about me
alone on this plane
becoming finally free
kind of insane

till I die
in your eyes of heaven
and stop to ask why?
and falling into the ocean

Me when I’m connected to you, you make me shine even brighter

my eyes
full of matter
not of light
because all of those lies
begann to flatter
into the night

there is a story
between dark and light
dark is always sorry
when it shines to bright

because it’s bigger
than everything before
the digger
of the core

light can’t really move
nobody knows
but that’s the clue
just dark knows

ALL ABOUT YOU

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Art & poetry by Christina Romano

The Voice

A Journey through the Plates

“The other thing that many people don‘t understand about that process and mostly because I simply don‘t talk about it very much is that calling it a voice tends to place it exclusively in that kind of realm, that it was an audio experience. I only call it the Voice because I don‘t have any other name to call it, that‘s how I met it, it was a voice. I know that there are many names for such a thing, but I assume that if the Voice had a name it wanted me to call it, it would have given it to me and it didn‘t. But the fact was that what it was that I was dealing with, the “Voice,” is not the same as the kind of experience I went through, which was very different. It was physical, mutative, it was painful, it was audio, visual, and it was more than that. It was being plugged in, in a way, to what one isn‘t necessarily designed to be plugged into. So, I guess that is how much time, 8 days, was necessary at that speed with that complexity of input to put inside of me all the information that was necessary.” – Ra Uru Hu, Rave Cosmology 1, the Bhan Tugh, lesson 1: the beginning before the start

to recognize that me, is delicious

“‘Lonely’ is a mental story built on fear of my own inability to survive that gets dressed up in all kinds of costumes. Alone is simply an internal state of being – ‘Alone’ is another way of stating ‘All One’.

And, that’s the truth for me – there is no one else inside this vehicle construct but me – and to recognize that me, is delicious. We are seldom truly alone – and yet it is when we are alone, that we actually experience our design as it is shown in the BodyGraph – and even then…there are passing transit influences.

To be alone is an internal state – our external state is that we live on a planet with 7 billion other humans. I do believe that this consciousness drive – the way the personality is motivated – is to find a way to connect, to have a sense of communion.

But until there is an internal sense of communion with our own All One-ness, there is no real possibility of communion (or unique communication) with another. Learning to experience one’s self is a solitary journey – but oh, it is an incredible path.” – Leela Swan-Herbert

MoonBlog 14.4 security

The Transit chart shows the chart of today, so ‘Personality’ side

But nothing gets imprinted, cause this only happens twice in life, 88 Solar degrees before being born (which then becomes the Design imprint) and then at birth (the Personality side). Everything else, is not you, is the weather, an external influence.

So the Transit chart of now, does not even have a Type, since Type only emerges out of the Juxtaposition of Design and Personality together, of 2 imprints of Crystals only. Type is form functioning. It can not be separated.

Then the quote, linked from my blog (https://www.mcha.nl/2020/12/13/moonblog-34-5-annihilation-2/). As I write it there also, but I’ve heard it is not that clear, so I reword it here:

The Transit chart looks very open, yes, but it does not mean, that everyone will experience these Transits, or not experience them (!). Not Reflectors, not other Types either.

I do not have Gate 30 activated/imprinted in my chart, nor the Gate at the other side of the channel, Gate 41. but when the Transit is in Gate 30, and this could be the Moon, or the Sun, or Jupiter. I can experience deep emotional overwhelm. And, this is a pattern, it happens often when something is in Gate 30.

Even when the Transit chart shows ‘no definition’, and I don’t have neither Gate 30 nor 41, and exactly this, this noticing, this observation from experience, is half the story of the Lunar Cycle.

There is no homogenized effect on anyone else (or at least, not forced/fixed) to experience cosmic baths, openness or the opposite, when Transits happen. It can only be, your own unique experience, which by journalling you will find out, how -you- sample life, differently, than I do, or any other Reflector does.

That really also is the power of Human Design, to become your own observer and finding your own truth, without having to listen or believe anyone else. Experientially. To become, your own Authority.

Enjoy 🙂

MoonBlog 14.4 security
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SunBlog 23.3 Individuality

Weirdos in the mail

weirdo: “Добрый день! Вас может заинтересовать библиотека с популярными аналитиками дизайн человека и свежие курсы PTL1 PTL2 PTL3 2018-2020 годов?”

me: please elaborate?

weirdo: “There are original courses of Ra Uru Hu. Are you interested?”

me: Is it ok to share your full (birth) data with me? Mine are at the bottom here: https://www.mcha.nl/reflector/

weirdo: “? Sorry, i dont speak English. I have many Ra courses, the price is 80$ I will send materials for trust in advance. Before payment. If you have a need. PDF + audio lectures.”

me: 80USD for everything? How many Gigabyte?

weirdo: “There are about 100 Russian analysts, the weight is 1 terabyte. Ra Uru Hu 80 GB. There are 2 MMI MAIA programs. As I understand it, you are only interested in English The whole list: Ra 300 folders, all for $ 80. We are a team, we hardly translate Ra into Russian))”

me: https://www.mcha.nl/tag/weirdos-in-the-mail/

weirdo: “I’m MG 4/6. Can you give me an answer on the suggestion?). I try to be adequate, but I don’t know English. I communicate through a translator”