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Baffo

That, which you can not stop thinking and talking about

as the mind is just on repeat, repetitive mantras, uttered a thousand times, re-mind-ing yourself of that which needs no reminding of at all, of you loving, losing all truth and value as we bla and blah. When the phrase I love you, becomes a religion all by itself, a religious practice for happy hormones, dopamine, as you soothe your way through life, pretending to love someone.
You may want to try some meditative therapy: https://www.osho.com/osho-multiversity/meditative-therapies/osho-mystic-rose

I did a thing today

I deleted my Reflector Sessions webpage and blog access, Reflector Sessions Facebook page and its linked Baffo Instagram page

I no longer wish to be that ‘advertorial’ or using these as identifiers, of me, of what it is to be me.
It just does not matter (anymore) in this format or way.

I might rejuvenate the website with my MoonBlogs and the 2 Reflector pages, but as Sjef, not as some identity called ‘Reflector Sessions’.

MoonBlog 51.5

[edit] from 3422 to 0, back to 267 873 posts on blog now

an appearance, an identity, it weighed on me to keep it up or maintaining it as such. People are looking for (a) structured support, and I was providing that in this way. Seeking things to be businesses, schools, ‘professionals’, with registrations and certifications, tax deductible formats and whatever else.

But I’m just me, and that’s fine/enough.

“In fact, The more it scares the living hell out of you, the more likely you’re doing something right”

@mysticalheretic https://www.instagram.com/p/CpW8I5UO_4x/

Any behaviour of the ego/mind is -not- a signpost of deconditioning or correctness, whether it objects, fears, or signs up to anything. We are not measuring it’s responses, it is completely irrelevant. It can however be the ego/mind speaking through one or more of your undefined centers. But that which it says, the content; fear or other, is not a signpost of achievement.

Else we are just living by the ego/minds dictates all over again. Scaring it is not the goal or signpost of any goal. Goals are always just more mind anyways. This is confusing psychological behaviour, psyche responses, with mechanics. Only mind is looking for signposts anyways also.

It is also confusing the Human Design deconditioning process with the non-duality journey of attaining enlightenment, a very different modality. Reversing something like this: Here’s a simple test. by Jed McKenna. In Human Design, we’re not trying to escape the dreamstate of Duality, of the Maia, but about navigating it, better, correctly.

Living your mechanical correctness has -no- comparison to anything whatsoever, ever !

It also sounds like what Richard Rudd from the GeneKeys would say.

Nutso subtle difference

Outer Authority

“Sjef just said literally whatever he thought out loud all the time. And Sjef goes online in the hd community and literally pretends he doesn’t do that.“

See, another funny bunny mixing things up, with a fucking loud mouth no less. And using THEIR mind to tell you what using mind is about (!!) It does not get any funnier/sad/yum/retarded.
Mind, is -not- the enemy
Expressing the mind is not wrong
Using mind as Inner Authority, is, wrong, incorrect, not-self, nutso self.
Using mind as Outer Authority or means of communication, is, not wrong, correct, self, no self.