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The moment it is exposed

“There were two different ways to come to grips with the biverse. One formula was for the light that is four dimensional time and space. The other formula was for the darkness, and included the mechanical nature. When two things are arbitrarily placed beside each other, they immediately show their relationship. This is juxtaposition. In the biverse, we have the juxtaposition of the mechanical and the light. It is not about being them being integrated, as they are juxtaposed. The mechanical side is hidden until it is exposed.

The moment it is exposed, than one can live out the juxtaposition itself, live out the design. It is a juxtaposition of the quiet inner rooted in the mechanical and natural turmoil of life around you. Life is not duality, but juxtaposed. The same personality crystal goes from vehicle after vehicle, and doesn’t have any relationship to those vehicles.

It is about seeing what it is to be in play, but not identified with being player. Then one can accept juxtaposition and accept whatever happens. There are inner mechanics to live by, and the outside is just what it is – a movie, a passing scene, but you are not one with that. To be juxtaposed, you can’t be one with that. The yin and yang can make love, but still two remain. We’re always going to have juxtaposition, as it is the dynamic tension that creates life.

This juxtaposition, which we call the biverse, is talking about two things that are separate from each other, but living in the same space. The interaction with each other is life. Juxtaposition creates the tension and says they have to be different. If you don’t grasp juxtaposition, you can never be tolerant. Juxtaposition has to bring tolerance. There is no natural bond between the male and the female.

They are designed to be juxtaposed, to be tension fields. This is how the universe lives with these two mysteries, the penetrating yang and the creative yin There is no way to get to peace through the Maia. You just can’t. One has to be brought to juxtaposition – to see that you play two roles, live a duality, and have two separate lives in one. We live out the mechanical life, and have no choice in that whatsoever.

The field of light gives the impression that there is nothing but choice – everything in the Maia is about choice, all these choices. Just because know this and live your strategy, you don’t escape the Maia, but live in it seamlessly, for you then understand the mechanics of the Maia, and it becomes seamless. Then you can have the other side of the juxtaposition by being aware of your helplessness.

Wait for what you need to come to you, despite what the mirror shows. Then you get to live out both sides. We are two-faced beings and always in these two different realms at the same time. You don’t need to struggle in the light. You’ll never find reassurance there. You can only get that from the mechanical side.” – Ra Uru Hu

SunBlog 32.1 Conservation

Weirdos in the mail:

weirdo: friendship request on fb

me: Hi Samira, thanks for connecting 🙂
Is it ok to share your full (birth) data with me?
Mine are at the bottom here: https://www.mcha.nl/reflector/

weirdo: Hi Sjef,
The honor is mine 🌺
I have something to attend to now. Let me read your link later and I will get back to you. Thanks for your link 🤗
Hi Sjef, ik zag dat jij van Nederland bent dus ik veronderstel dat jij dan ook Nederlands spreekt?
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You are not as dreadful as you think! The monster is the Notself!

Human Design is your manual to escape the confines of the Notself. Beyond these confines your own life awaits you. Your life. Your unique, fresh, new life that can only be lived by you.

There is no guarantee that it will be easy to escape the confines of the Notself. There is no guarantee that it will be possible to escape these confines quickly. And even if you live your life as a unique individual there is no guarantee that you will always remain within your comfort zone.

There is hunger and cold, there is struggle and flight, there is age, sickness and death, there is grief and pain.

But if there is hunger, it will be your hunger. If there is struggle, it will be your struggle. And when you die, you will be embraced by your own individual death.

A dear American friend once expressed it in this way, “I would gladly give up everything to drink a single cup of coffee as myself.”

Or to say it in Ra’s words:

You are unique.
You have no choice.
Love yourself.

Peter Schöber – The Human Design System – The Centers

it is absolutely impossible

“There are 60 million mothers of Reflectors on the planet, approximately, if they’re alive. That is, they’re 1% of our 6 billion population so there are about 60 million Reflector mothers that show up every once in a while. It’s not like they don’t exist. They do.

I want you to understand disappointment. The Projector arrives and it’s really annoyed. It wasn’t invited. It doesn’t know what this is all about. The Reflector arrives looking forward to the whole thing, only to be deeply disappointed from the very beginning. And it has to do with the nature of their aura. I don’t know how many of you were able to listen to my Daily View special on auras. If not, the transcribed version of that is available on the website.

The thing to recognize about Reflector auras is that their auras are made of Teflon. Reflectors have Teflon auras. And basically what that means is that they shimmy with you, but they don’t let you in. Everybody looks at a Reflector chart and they say oh, they’re so vulnerable and they’re so open. But that’s simply because you have the counterpoint.

It is impossible, if you have definition, it is absolutely impossible, I don’t care if you’re a single definition, mental Projector, it is absolutely impossible to understand what it is to be a Reflector. It is a totally different aura.

If you could see the aura of a Projector, it is like a fist breaking into a beanbag. This is a Projector’s aura. It goes whack like that, which is why Generators don’t like them, because the Generator aura is this kind of fuzzy warm swallow you. And it’s really kind of enveloping. And the Projector does whack.

So when you’re dealing with a reflector, you’re dealing with this Teflon aura. Here you are, momma Generator (swoosh sound). And you’ve got this baby that goes (sound), and the mother is already disappointed. “I don’t seem to have contact with my child.” It’s like: “We don’t really seem to connect.” And the child is going (swoosh sound).

This child doesn’t care that it has a mother. The Manifestors and Generators and Projectors, everything is dependent on the mother; everything. The mother ally is going to change their life. The Reflector—swoosh. It doesn’t make a difference who it is because they’re not interested in people. They didn’t come to this planet to look at other people. They came to look at the sky.

If you have a Reflector baby, you wrap it up really warm—two weeks old—you take it outside at night with a full moon like you’re baptizing a werewolf. Then it’s going to know why it’s on the planet. And it’s one of the most magical things to understand about Reflectors.

It’s what I teach them in terms of awakening. I teach them to understand the program. They’re not here to understand people. They’re not here to understand themselves. They don’t care. They don’t. Oh we teach them to care, which isn’t necessarily good for them. We condition them to all these other things. But they still have this Teflon aura. They’re never really going to connect with you, because that’s not what they’re here for.

We have two ways in which we are conditioned. We have the auras that are there between life forms. And then we have the neutrino ocean and its feed. The Reflector is the only type that is designed to ward off that human quality, diminish it, and reduce it in value. It’s not that it’s gone; but to reduce it in its value and power, and in doing so they become more receptive and more attuned to the program. And that’s what they’re here for.

So, the parent that has a Reflector child, it doesn’t matter what they do. It doesn’t matter. It doesn’t matter what they are. It doesn’t matter what their configuration is. It doesn’t matter what the partnership is. The only thing that matters is that we hope that the child is well fed, that it’s got a decent environment.

But you really have to understand this about the Reflector; they’re very different. And this introduction to sky, we don’t do that anymore. It’s one of the first things I did when my son was born the countryside here on the north end of the island, in an old finca in the countryside, when he was about two weeks old. He’s not a Reflector. It’s just that I wanted him to see the sky. I took him outside. He’s lying there staring up at these incredible lights.

You can’t imagine how important that is for the Reflector baby, to have contact with this vastness. You give them this image of vastness; you take away all their disappointment. You take it all away. If you only show them these silly human beings that are all around them, they will be disappointed all of their lives, all of their lives.

It’s one of the deepest things that I can teach Reflectors. Forget about the importance of people; forget about all that. Forget about it. Don’t study people’s charts. Watch the program. That’s your job. That’s why you’re here. That’s what you’re here for.” -Ra Uru Hu

Prusa Mini Bear +

I made an overview of all mods done to my Prusa Mini + 🙂
With lots of thanks to so many different people on Thingiverse and Printables

Prusa Mini+, mellow V6 alu cold block/heatsink, mellow brass heater block, mellow silicon heater block sock, E3D v6 Titanium heatbreak 1,75 mm (origineel), Bondtech CHT 0.4mm nozzle, LDO Orbiter 1.5 extruder, Weishuo 24V-10A-240W PSU, Raspberry Pi 3a, Argon1 FanHat, Raspberry Pi PSU 5.1V 2.5A MicroUSB, Prusa Stepper motor Z-axis, Misumi Linear bearings kit + superlube, AluX Bear mini 2040 extrusions, GT2x6 mm Kevlar-reinforced timing belt (2,5 meter), USB-USB-c kabel, wiring + plugs, printed parts, High Power MOSFET 30A, fans, PrintBay Heat bed insulation, buck converter

…It’s none of that bullshit…

hi everyone it’s been a while huh.

um i’ve been traveling a lot in hotel rooms and don’t often get a chance to be alone in the hotel room but i have the time today and the energy and i wanted to talk about something. i was shown a lot of what’s happening on facebook and um i have to say i was really surprised at how um how beautiful human design is and how distorted it is on facebook and other social media platforms and i. i have responded to not being part of any um social media

the biggest thing that i do and that is correct for me is this kind of thing making a little video clip or an online gathering on zoom and in the past. oh wow you know this has been a long long time it’s been a long journey for me with human design um.
over 25 years many of you know i’ve said it i’ve teased about it and joked about it that you know pretty much the internet wasn’t even around when i first met human design. and now it’s like wow it’s just exploded and in that there are so many uh how to say it different uh different viewpoints of what human design is. and a lot of it’s from the mind you know someone thinks this and someone thinks that and it’s not really from living it and taking the experiment and diving deep into the experiment of the simple you know

i mean that’s basically what human design was back when i met it. it was the simple the four types the strategy of the four types uh. and when i met human design aura hadn’t been taught yet and i said okay so this is it the strategy for the manifestor for the projector for the generator and the mg and the reflector blah blah blah blah. and then seven years later Ra taught aura and i was like ah that’s why we each have the strategy that we do. it’s because of our aura and you know we live inside our aura i mean we’re in it or is two arm lengths in all directions so that’s a big space huh but we’re in that. it’s kind of like we live inside this bubble and we have no idea what our aura puts out and what our aura uh how our aura interacts with others

so for me the learning aura was like okay i understand now why we have the strategy that we do but what i would, i don’t really want to talk about that today, what i wanted to talk about was how in the past when i would read or hear about how human design was getting so distorted out there i would get so angry i would growl and i mean oh the sounds i made you know. but this time it was i basically laughed. which was shocking to me because i’ve been disturbed by how people f up human design how they how they they change it to suit them and um. this time not i realized that we’re not in control i’m not in control nobody’s in control and it will be what it is and i have no way of knowing. i know for me what worked for me. okay strategy wow waiting this is not easy and i can really understand how someone’s mind would create something that you don’t have to wait. i can understand that

i hated waiting but waiting was truly what transformed me because i used to act like a manifestor you know. just go out there and do it make it happen and uh waiting i mean i. i’ve written a story of my first 10 years of the experiment and i i wrote that you know i’ve been a spiritual seeker for a long time before human design and i had done vapasana zazen everything. that was all a piece of cake one weekend vapasana was easy compared to waiting it was the hardest thing i’d ever done. but i really wanted to be total in my experiment. like Ra would say you can’t be half pregnant. so i was like okay wait to respond you know and so many people want to say oh we’re responding all the time to everything. yes we are as generators we have an open aura, our sacrals responding to life. but wow i don’t change anything in my life without hearing my sound because i have sacral authority it’s

it’s amazing what happens i never expected to live this, never, this is like beyond what i had hoped for when i sat with all those masters. because it’s not extraordinary it’s not enlightenment it’s none of that bullshit. it you wake up to yourself you live you, you live who you were born to be. we came into form to have an experience in form as ourselves and the suffering is because we haven’t been able to live as ourselves. we’ve been taken away from ourselves so there’s not a place to get to. it’s already there it’s just covered over

so for me it’s like yeah i don’t know what’s out there. i really don’t i just know what worked for me and that’s the only thing i can share. because you know it’s it’s simple but it’s so hard. and i understand that so you know it’s seven years because it’s a cellular transformation huh the cells in the body hold the conditioning. that’s why you know when i hear that people with sacral authority are told it’s a feeling you’ll move towards something. it’s a sound, it’s a sound because the body holds the conditioning, so that movement towards this or that is coming from the conditioning. because it’s not the mind. the mind yes we have our thoughts we have our patterns we have our way that we have lived our life from the mind and how the mind plans for the future and all of this stuff huh. but it’s in the body, the conditionings in the body and you know conditioning is not bad we just don’t want to rely on that conditioning to move us in our life to make our decisions for us

so for me it’s like i don’t really care what anyone else is doing i know what works for me and i love sharing that with others when it’s correct huh. it’s like uh that’s so amazing to live this it’s just being yourself and for me you know. i’m not meeting resistance and if i’m meeting resistance i know i have not been correct in my action in my movement you know. i used to think what’s wrong with them, why they did they have a bad day la la la. i would always put it outside not not since this experiment. if i’m meeting resistance it’s it’s it’s this form that moved in a way that was not correct. that’s a great signpost and if you’re relaxed in yourself if you’re aware of your mind talking and you don’t believe what it’s saying you can’t stop it from talking. all of these are ways for you to see for yourself if whatever you’re doing works. i mean i don’t care, i don’t care what people do if they can relax into themselves great. but it’s not the mind, it’s not the mind believing something because that doesn’t get you home to yourself

anyway um i was really surprised that i didn’t growl and i didn’t get upset by all that i was reading i mean really people. i mean it’s amazing what what was what’s being said out there i was like wow i am so glad that you know there was no internet when i met human design and that um yeah. i mean i was in the first class that Ra gave on type. i remember sitting right in the front and he’s got the slide up with the manifestor the projector the reflector the generator and the mg huh. and i remember you know i have a my design has a really defined splenic center, i have all the gates except for the 18th gate so the intuition is very strong. and i remember thinking wow this is the recipe for harmony. this is the recipe for harmony in the world, there’s no other way there’ll ever be harmony in the world if we don’t interact with each other in a in a way that does not create resistance and rejection and fighting. all of the stuff that we see everywhere. i remember wow this is it so for me that was like. okay seven years i’m signing up i’ll try it for seven years i’ll let you know if it works or not

and it did it works it worked for me and i’ve seen in all my immersions i’ve done over the years and the people i’ve worked with i’ve seen people go from really unstable and disturbed and angry and bitter and frustrated and all of this to just relaxing as themselves. and that’s such a gift, it’s such a gift. and i find it amazing how human design came to this planet 40 years. 1987 40 years before the shift in 2027. so you know we have a good chance to be able to stabilize in ourselves as we move through these times you know

there’s no going back, there’s no there’s no normal anymore. we don’t know what’s coming, we, i don’t know what’s coming. you may know, i don’t know what’s coming. i love that there’s no way that i can see, other than it’s really different, it’s already really different

anyway um that was fun i haven’t done it in a long time and i’m glad i had a chance to hang out with you guys and um yeah um. we’ll see what happens huh and in the meantime it’s like i i truly don’t know what’s out there i mean other than what i read. but what’s out there in the world i don’t know. i just know that human design was the tool for me and strategy and authority very simple was the way to begin the cellular deconditioning so that the cells could be what they were born to be and yes i meet conditioning all the time

i have to, i’m with a man, my husband who’s got a defined mind and you know defined emotional system. i don’t have that so i’m always taking that in but it goes in and out it doesn’t stick and i don’t live my life from that. there’s a big difference because conditioning is just being alive and again we’re not in control. there are no mistakes, if we’re not in control how can there be a mistake. it’s just not possible yes we discover so many things but you know we’re being moved, just like the planets and the galaxies and wow. the things i’ve been reading online now with the new telescope. it’s mind-blowing.

all of this is just an unfolding. we’re part of that unfolding.

so anyway um you take care and until next time bye for now okay.

Replace basic Volume2, with bigger HDD

1- Remove disk on tray 1 (named Volume1 in this tutorial), reboot
2- Insert the new bigger disk in tray 1
2a- ‘secure erase’ new HDD, reboot
3- Convert volume2 to RAID1. (I’ve not selected SHR, but RAID1), reboot
4- Exchange disks in Tray2 and Tray1, reboot
5- Remove disk in Tray 1, reboot -> Degraded status
6- Issue

Putty:
mdadm –grow –raid-devices=1 –force /dev/md2

7- Go to DSM Storage manager, HDD manage, you will have the option to extend volume 2 to get the full available space. Do this. Reboot
8- You must here have a Volume2 using the new hard disk, and with the full available space
9- Insert the previous disk Volume1
10- Here all should be fine, you should have Volume2 unchanged, but on your new HDD, with a whole available space

Three additional comments:
1. He replaced both disks (Basic Volumes 1 and 2) in his diskstation by running two times through the instructions by MathieuM68. Therefor he swapped the instructions on disks, volumes and trays accordingly. It works without problems and afterwards the system runs solid and with the same configuration like before, but with larger disk space of course 😉

2. In order to issue the command “mdadm” on the right RAID device (/dev/md?) I used

Putty:
cat /proc/mdstat

which lists all available RAID devices.

3. He could not issue the command “mdadm” directly, but it works with

Putty
sudo mdadm –grow –raid-devices=1 –force /dev/mdX

Source: https://community.synology.com/enu/forum/17/post/78431

Do you even orbit?

These 2 overviews above are wrong cause ‘they’ used orbit data -around the sun- to calculate how long a planet was in a gate or line, but the movement around the Rave Mandala wheel is an orbit -around Earth-.

So I did some calculations and came up with this:

Mercury as short as 358 days and as long as 405 days, on average 366 days.
Duration in one Gate: ~5.7 days
Duration in a Line: ~22.9 hours

Venus as short as 293 days and as long as 410 days, on average 369 days
Duration in one Gate: ~5.8 days
Duration in one Line: ~23.1 hours

Mars as short as 528 days and as long as 712 days, on average 679 days.
Duration in one Gate: ~11 days
Duration in one Line: ~42.4 hours

maybe 64Keys were right in their overview:

“Is there anyone here who has experienced, and made it through apathy and prolonged depression during their HD experiment?”

when I smoked pot & hash every day, when I took LSD for the better part of a year, when I was a severe alcoholic, when I was homeless, when I was in prison, when I came out of prison, when I was single. When my mind was running the shitshow.

But never so much anymore since/during my HD experiment. But my life has been radically changed (well one could call it that, I kinda like it, so the comparison is just words) cause I occupy my left/active brain as much as possible with things that I enjoy.

Tinkering my ass off, with guitars, guitar effect pedals, amplifiers, modding them, tweaking and nerding. Since almost 2 years I got a 3d printer now THAT can keep you occupied !! 😀
and am looking forward to tinker with a cnc milling machine next, besides the motorbike(s) tinkering I always did.

“Sjef, why does your living room look like a barn?” she asked.
Because I can !

And, I only watch what I download myself, ie movies/tv-shows. And when I travel I take a vaccin if required. I no longer occupy my mind with the world, and it’s supposed issues, but mine only. I have become much more myopic, not even on purpose per se, not even as a mental strategy, but I do know it works for me.

Am I chasing only happy states? No, in the least, my daily life is not easy, but I know what I want to do with it, now, with the opportunities I now have. If I win the lottery those may change, but for now, I’m pretty damn good.

And then a few days of relapse, deep darkness, sadness. Mind projecting me all these things again. Ah well, time for another nap, or perhaps to level the bed once more (technical 3d printing term) 😉

Make/have dinner, clean the house/barn, pffrt (blowing raspberry)

you know, I consider my life, and how it’s run, as a job. And I love my job, and I love me. So I try to do a good job. And work on it every single day. What is correct for me, what can I or can I not do/have/be today, enjoyable long term strategies planned, but adjusted as need be. Me, my life, one job. Every day.

Some times it is nap day, sometimes it is not 😉
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update mcu klipper on prusa mini

try mainsail.ip or mainsailos.local

https://docs.mainsail.xyz/setup/

putty into your Raspberry Pi:

cd ~/klipper/
make menuconfig

Enable extra low-level configuration options
STMicroelectronics STM32
STM32F407
Bootloader offset to 128KiB + 512 byte offset
Clock Reference to 12 MHz crystal
Communication interface to USB (on PA11/PA12)

close and save

make

switch off mini (only)
put on pin over 2 prongs on pcb buddy board
switch on mini

sudo service klipper stop
make flash FLASH_DEVICE=0483:df11
sudo service klipper start

switch off mini (only)
take off pin over 2 prongs on pcb buddy board
switch on mini

restart firmware in mainsail

there is a huge section of the population that do not have their inner authority unless somebody else points it out to them

“Projectors have projected authority. Projected authority is deeply complex. You can see more projected authority. For example, somebody with the spleen to the throat, the channel of Talent has splenic projected authority. But it only works if it is recognized – it doesn’t work any other way. Unless it is recognized, the talent doesn’t come out. These are people that have to be discovered by others. “Oh, you could be so talented.” “Really, me – you think?” “Yes, you could be so talented.” “Okay, I’ll try that.”

Projected splenic authority has to be recognized. If s not about saying, “I’ve got the talent, and I’m going out there and show the world.” He can’t say that. Somebody has to say that to him. He has to be recognized. The moment that you recognize his gift, then his authority can come out.

The spleen to the root – it is all projected. There is no sacral, there’s no throat. You go into a room and your awareness, your gut feeling, says to you, “I have to get out of here.” Now you are not going to act on that, because you are a projector. You have to wait until somebody recognizes that you’re uncomfortable and comes up and says, “Are you comfortable?” “No, I’m leaving.”

When it is recognized, then the authority comes out, but only when it is recognized. This is the whole thing about projectors, their authority is there, but it is only there when it is recognized, and recognized specifically. This is not about asking them any question. They are not generators. It is specific and directed to their nature.

The spleen to the self with the10/57, is somebody who has the design of survival, but only when somebody recognizes it as her authority. Only when somebody comes to her and says, “Can you tell me what to do?” or “I know that you know how to help me,” – whatever the case may be. “You find the form for me.” She has to be recognized, then the authority comes out. Just like somebody with a defined ego that is a projected ego. There is no power to that ego until somebody recognizes it. “You have the power, go do it.” Then he can. He doesn’t know until you point at it. When you point at it then he can grab and go.

The spleen to the ego in the channel of Surrender, the transmission of the 26/44, is the creative channel of the tribe. It is the capacity to be able to get the message out to the tribe, to get your product out to them, to get an image out to them, to be able to inform them about what is available for them within the tribe. Now if somebody has that and doesn’t get recognition for her talent, it will never come out.

Somebody has to say to her, “Hey, look. You’re really good. I know you can really get this stuff out there, and it will really work. I have faith in you. You go do that.” Then she can. They are the kind of people that the moment somebody recognizes the quality of their work, they get a halo about this big. They walk around saying, “Yeah, I’m recognized.” They have no authority until they are recognized. The more recognition that they get after that, the more authority they have, because they are the ones that really can transmit to the tribe, but it has to be recognized.

The spleen to the ego, again undefined solar plexus, undefined sacral, and of course that is always going to be the rule there. You can’t have any kind of projected splenic authority if there is a sacral or a solar plexus, other than the specific case in which the spleen is directly connected to the sacral.

Everything about projected authority, says to us that there is a huge section of the population that do not have their inner authority unless somebody else points it out to them. Recognize how important we are to each other. The generator waiting for the person to ask; the projector waiting for the person to recognize them – they have a design to wait. That means that there is that responsibility on the other side to know that these types exist.” – Ra Uru Hu

It is not philosophical because it is not spiritual…

“…Surrender is mechanical. Its mechanical you are surrendering to the mechanism of what life is itself…

I am so tired of philosophical descriptions of surrender.

The service is look you can get this for free. You come to my site (http://www.jovianarchive.com/) and get it for free. You can get it for free you can get your chart you can get your strategy, you can get your type, you can get your profile, you can get everything you need, you don’t have to spend a goddamn penny, go away and be yourself. And if it really turns you on, yeah we will sell you all kinds of stuff. We will teach you all kinds of stuff, we will read your chart this way that way, upside down, inside out, we will do whatever you like, but be yourself first and be yourself from nothing. That’s our service.

This is not a black art, this is not a hidden art, this is not something that is kept in the closet, this is not something that is here for the elite. It is not, this is what I like the least about this whole process of starting new knowledge is that you end up with elite groups who have the money who have the opportunity, who have the time. This is for everyone and it is for everyone at the simplest level.

Knowledge is not power. It’s just information. It doesn’t do anything. The only way this person is ever going to live out their life properly is if they live out their strategy. And if they live out their strategy then all those components that are in them operate correctly. Just your body operates correctly without you being involved running it.” -Ra Uru Hu

Human Design Gate 47 Realising Oppression

“The 47th game oppression in the ajna center pointed upwards to the head center, to its harmonic gate the 64 before completion, forming the channel of abstraction and design of mental activity and clarity.

Now the 47th gate is the gate of realizing, realizing, but it is a gate that is placed under tremendous pressure.

The head center, the center above the center that it is pointed at, is pressure center and so the 47th gate has the pressure on it to try to make sense of the abstract.

Now what that means literally, is to try to make sense of whatever stored memory is available and it is this stored memory that becomes the source of the pressure on the 47.

Unlike the logical process that deals with patterns that can be worked with, that the 47th gate, the abstract process is always trying to make sense out of experiential snippets, bits and pieces of experiential memory and the 47th gate oppression is described as a restrictive and adverse state as a result of internal weakness or external strength or both.

Now think about that, because that’s, that’s quite difficult to grasp, that is this is a restrictive and adverse state.

This process of trying to make sense out of things is restrictive and it is a result of internal weakness or external strength or both.

Now what is this adverse state?

The whole thing about the process of trying to make sense out of things is that you never truly get to a resolution.

In many ways trying to make sense out of something is trying to come to a point of clarity emotionally and the abstract process and the emotional process are deeply connected to each other.

Everything about the process of making sense out of things, is very similar to the process of coming to clarity, that is the common denominator is time, time.

If one has the 47th gate and it is part of a definition, in other words that the head and ajna center are going to be defined, then there is a consistent process at work.

But it’s very very difficult if one just simply has the 47th gate and it’s in an undefined ajna center, you know, then it’s very difficult because you don’t have the opportunity to consistently, over time, try to make sense out of the same thing from different experiential memories.

Whenever you look at the first line you look at the foundation of a hexagram, the first line of the 47 is taking stock.

It says; the ability in times of hardship, there’s already a presumption of the difficulty of what it is to try to make sense out of things, the hardship to concentrating on eradicating negative factors that led to the oppression realizing that negative thoughts have to be eradicated.

Now one of the most important things for the abstract mind is to discover positiveness, it’s very important for the abstract mind.

The tendency of the abstract mind is to be littered with negative thoughts without clarity, without certainty, without absolute fact.

The process of realization is very very difficult and of course because there are so many different ways that one can interpret experience, that it’s full of difficulties and it’s full of negative thoughts.

The detriment is the delusion of seeing oppression, is exclusively external and this is about the sense that the world is against you.

So you can see right away, that if you’re carrying the 47th gate and that you are not self, which means that your mind is your inner authority, then your inner authority is going to be deeply driven by its negative thoughts and it’s going to be deeply driven by the sense that one is fighting against everything and everyone and obviously that is something that can be very difficult.

The great value of the 47th gate is that because life is for humanity an experiential process, we need its capacity to try to realize and make sense out of experience, but as outer authority, not as inner authority.

As inner authority making sense becomes an enormous burden and it misdirects the life.” – Ra Uru Hu

‘Cause we need a little, controversy

to all moralists, liars and other 5 centered idiots, Sjef says: “of the 12 women into HD that had sex with me, averaging not even one HD sex partner per year of being into HD

about 4 have I taught any HD before the sex, with well over 200 that is averaging less than 1 in 50

the other 8 I either never taught or it was after the sex.”

If you read some of my writings and sharing and happen to experience a drive to –not– connect, great. If you do experience a drive to connect, great, you are hereby invited, asked, informed and initiated to do so through the contact page.
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The one that breaks the rule, is normally closer to the truth.


 

This is the reflector. There’s only 1% of them. They’re not here to care about impact, they’re not here to respond to life or have an enveloping aura, they’re not here to be focused on anyone in particular. They’re here to understand the totality, because they’re the only ones who are not fixed on anything. They have a Teflon aura, you know, they sample, they sample. The theme of the reflector is disappointment, because when they start off as a child, you know everything new is different and then, you know, after a certain time you just start getting repetitions of everything. Somebody like your father or somebody like your mother, somebody like your uncle, somebody like your brother, somebody… There’s no surprise anymore. People are just normal. Everybody’s normal, you know, and because this type has a Teflon aura, you know, they do not necessarily go very deep with anyone. They do not necessarily come very close to anyone and of course if you don’t come close, you don’t start feeling the differences. So this is what this is all about for this type. They’re here to see who is different. Because you see, the one that is different, the one that breaks the rule, is normally closer to the truth.
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Original Prusa Mini+ Bear mod

today, I finished the main modification of the printer (I only want to change the wires soon) so the whole frame is changed, the hot-end, extruder, heatbreak and nozzle, and all printed parts were PETG are now ASA, instead of a Cantilever design it is now an H-frame with double Z axles, so the frame gives rigidity and structure to the printing, yet still running the original Prusa firmware (with some added G-codes)

One of the biggest challenges with HD

Alone is not really a strongest enough word for where this all leads. I Am alone, totally alone in all of this. We all are. – John Martin

One of the biggest challenges with HD – or any real tool for awareness – is the inherent need to connect with others. To belong or be part of whatever, this may be a necessary part for some? And yes, I understand sitting around talking about it is much more popular. However, it is the exact wrong direction; it immediately strips you of your power and individuality, and it stops your progress before you even begin.

This is one of the most daunting parts of the real journey. When You, yourself, become aware of just how alone you are in all of this, you will understand why I say this a Warriors art, and not for mass consumption.

It confronts what most humans consider acceptable; you are, in fact, turning away from what most if not all things humans could or would want. You’re putting down childish pursuits, and getting real and honest with yourself.

This simply means you are starting to think and or see for yourself. You are no longer dependent on anyone other than yourself. This is what it means to be your own authority. To defer to no one about anything ever again. Not even me, not Ra, not god, or your momma. Yes, it’s brutal on the poor mind that thinks it needs others to feel safe.

When you SEE this for yourself; That You are not just up against your own mind but every mind on the planet, this shit gets real, REAL quick! The last thing you will need or want is some dumbass’s input about same!

This is the critical step, the only step that matters, the one where you begin the long journey home back to YOURSELF, asking no one, and it must be done by yourself and for yourself; this journey is yours and yours alone.

Yes, I can be a good ally in your process, but I can’t climb your mountain.
We are here.

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